Wednesday, June 19, 2013

Demi Lovato: A Disney Baby Turned Warrior


DEMI LOVATO. A Disney baby first seen as a Barney kid, a promising performer at a very young age. She started performing at 5 and had no option but to grow up fast. People's high expectations and Hollywood fame got the better of her and with no way out, she started self-mutilating at 11. Then at 17, she got to her senses and brought herself to rehab. Now she is back as a better person, a better artist far from the Disney baby she once was. 

I wasn't a huge fan, but her courage amazed me. At 20, she is now an advocate of Anti-Bullying and is giving inspirational speeches to teenagers who are going through a rough time. While the other Disney teens she grew up with remains to be boys and girls, she is now a strong woman, capable of anything. She is a warrior. 

Her new self-titled album DEMI chronicles her struggles towards recovery and Warrior, along with Skyscraper is my favorite track in the album. Every line and note of the song just touched me to the core. As a person who went through a rough teenage life myself, I can clearly relate to the emotion of every line.

"There's a part of me I can't get back
A little girl grew up too fast
All it took was once, I'll never be the same
Now I'm taking back my life today
Nothing left for you to say
Cause you were never gonna take the blame anyway

Now I'm a warrior, I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior, I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior, and you can never hurt me again."

"Warrior" by Demi Lovato Lyrics


In an interview, Demi said that she had songs that helped her made it through the rough days. The nostalgia started to kick in. I can clearly see my 17-year old self, going through identity issues, don't know where to go. Then I watched Camp Rock and heard "This is Me" from the soundtrack. "I've always been the kind of girl who hid myself, so afraid to tell the world, what I got to say..." And that became my anthem. It became my turning my turning point. Listening to it repeatedly is what helped me made it through. Telling myself that I don't have to please others. I got to be me, and believing in myself "is the only way".

Demi is a survivor. An epitome of a true warrior.